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Bloodlust by bekki333, literature

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Bloodlust

When I drive the cold blade into my arm It is not because I hate myself It is not even because I want to die It is only for the blood Blood is sacred Blood is life I would take it from you But you wouldn’t understand You would be afraid of me Afraid of me… And just because I love the taste Love to feel the warmth of it on my flesh Yet none of you will understand Fear for me when you see the marks upon my skin One day it will be too much for you You will keep me away from my addiction And then it will be your fault when I slowly die It will be your fault! Entirely your fault…

The End by bekki333, literature

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The End

Most of you fear it Most of you run away from it Most of you avoid it Most of you curse it. I Relish in it I give others to it I love the pain of it I live off it. You wake up screaming about it You hate it You would hurt others to prevent it You will never conquer it I will lie about it I cannot control it I love it I am addicted to it. It will spare no one It is not something to fear It is a new beginning It is death.

Change by bekki333, literature

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Change

I Can't, I Can't, I Can't, Loose you forever. Can't live without you in my life. Apparently I'm changing, And all of you hate the new me. What you dont know is I can't go back. I really dont know how, I would do anything to be able to, Find out what is different, And put it right again, But I dont know what it is, That's so different about me. Why can't you just accept, I can't change who I am. So what if I've changed, I'm not a different person. Or am I..? How would I know. I thought it was you changing, Guess I was wrong. I've found myself, I finally know who I am, Know what I want to do, And none of you can accept

Stab me in the Back..? by bekki333, literature

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Stab me in the Back..?

How could you do this to me..? You self-centered little BITCH! Talking shit about me, Right behind my back, You were supposed to be my Friend! You call me over-dramatic..? Well I guess I kinda am. But have you ever noticed I'm KIDDING?!? Or just trying to have fun?!? I guess the first time should have warned me, That I'm better off without you. For the first time in a long time, I was happy for a while, But you had to rip it apart. Not only that, you hit a new low, You were telling the most important person to me, All these terrible things. And all because you were having a bad day, So you wanted to feel important, And dest

Ruin My Life by bekki333, literature

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Ruin My Life

I was a horrible person, Just to get what I wanted. I yelled, I screamed, and acted Like a BITCH And now I dont think I wanted it, I'd really rather I didnt know. I'm terrified of the answer I got, The answer could ruin my life, And take away what I love most. The answer kept me awake all night long. Tossing and turning in my sleep Dreams that ruined the way I see things. Wishing I could take the easy way out, And close my eyes forever, But then I'd just be a coward, Who couldnt deal with her life. Everyone would look down on me With my weaknesses layed out before them. They'd be ashmed of me, For giving up so easily, Bu

Dont Leave by bekki333, literature

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Dont Leave

If you leave me I will die, Die inside, though I cannot cry, Cry inside, but no one will see, See me trying to look my best, Best not to let them know, Know just how i feel, Feel like pushing that blade, Blade of steel into tender flesh, Flesh that can be ripped, Ripped wide open to expose, Expose the pulsing, flowing blood, Blood that will take me away, Away from here, Away from you. You, my weakness

Heart by bekki333, literature

Trust by bekki333, literature

Love Ends Badly by bekki333, literature

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Love Ends Badly

She is falling apart, like a withering rose, She hates herself but nobody knows, She can't help but cry, She just wants to die. He is always happy, just like flowers in spring, He loves her so much, wants to give her the ring, He sings a love song, He thinks nothing is wrong. They are both going to die, like all living things, She kills herself, while he sits and sings, She is a rose, dying today, He is a bird, Fading away.

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Canada
Deviant for 17 years
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Silverstein, Underoath, Armor for Sleep, & Atreyu

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eating people who make me angry for breakfast

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bekki333

Jan 5, 2008

Rawr

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Hey bitchhhesssssss. whats up...? im bored as fuck and stuck at home all by lone-some..... b/c im sick.... *dies* well i feel a bit better now i guess. but not by much. anyways. The two poems i put up yesterday kinda frighten me now that i read over them.... But i was in a very morbid mood so i guess it fits. Kinda. Meh. what to say....... i dont know. I have nothing to say. Goodbye.

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bekki333

Dec 21, 2007

Danger Zone

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So, just in case you wanted to know, for some strange reason im listening to Gwen Stephanie. Probly b/c im bored. and my dad is watching the stupid PPV hockey game so i cant dance *cries* "we are in a mess, a danger zone, What will happen next..? You never know." hehehe DANGER ZONE i think imma listen to Hollabackgirl next ;P how does that sound..? you probly all think im crazy dont you...? oh well.. i am so i guess thats ok. HAHAHA 4 DAYS TILL CHRISTMAS EVE..!!!! and yes, you noticed that right, im not really excited for Christmas.... im more excited for X-mas eve. ;P wow. this is probly the most boring journal ever written

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bekki333

Oct 28, 2007

ack

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omg so halloween. gunna be crazy fun. BITCHES!!! Bring it. i am so ready for whatever you want to throw at me. SECRETS!!!! gotta love em when you know what the secrets are eh..? plus, listening to luv addict over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again puts you in a happy mood. <3 dunno why. :P :lick: :jackdirt: :lick: come and get me. Im not afraid anymore. plus wearing a costume like mine boosts your self esteem. b/c it makes you look like a whore. and who wouldnt be happy being able to fit into little 5 year old tutu's..? cus gosh am i ever. no idea why really... kinda sittin here in a bad mood all